It Just Feels Natural To Me

It Just Feels Natural To Me By KS I?ve read all the posts and articles about cuckolds and some are pretty insightful, others are looney tunes ? you can always tell if you?re honest with yourself. The reason I am writing this is because I have had a lot of time to just objectively consider my own situation and can honestly say it just feels natural to me. My wife and I got married after a tumultuous dating scene. We were together for five years before the marriage and during that time we broke up and got back together maybe 6-7 times. I am not an idiot. Each time we broke up it was because Peggy was seeing another guy. She would hide it from me until the signs were obvious, then admit it, we?d break up and 3 months later we?d be back together again. What I realized is that I really wanted to be only with HER, nobody else. Even when apart and seeing someone else I was always comparing them to Peggy. At the same time I realized that I was drawn to the knowledge that another guy was fucking her. There was that incredibly intense combination of jealousy and arousal that cannot be explained to someone who hasn?t experienced it but it didn?t matter. As soon as Peggy was not seeing a guy I ended up asking her out and we?d be back together. Does that make me a masochist? I don?t know. I am not into the sissification scene, I don?t have a tiny cock and Peggy doesn?t run my life. When we got married I was 26 and she was 25. Peggy?s on the petite side, blondish hair, green eyes, cute, flirtatious and has a good body ? not show stopping but she can wear a bikini real well. Her chest is a 36C and she has a 25-inch waist and 35 hips. If you met her anywhere she is friendly and likes to laugh, doesn?t act like a slut ? doesn?t even act ?loose?. I can guarantee you?d stare at her ass and legs and she?d flirt with you but that?s it. After we were married we settled into a routine life, a house and yard, regular suburbanites. But I admit that I always remembered that intensity I felt thinking of Peggy with another man. Sometimes we?d joke about it but she always told me that part of her life was over. What was disappointing was that around this time I had been exposed to the I/R scene and found it literally intoxicating ? especially a white female with a black male. But any time I even hinted at the subject my wife made a face and assured me that was the LAST thing she would be into. So I just kept my thoughts to myself. We?d been married for three years when Peggy took a job with a new employer. The pay was great and she told me the people she worked with were fantastic. Since she was so sociable it was natural that she joined her co-workers in activities after work, going out for drinks, taking shopping trips, etc. I didn?t mind, I figured it was good for her. But within a year of getting this new job I began picking up some familiar habits from Peggy?s past ? little things that had always been 100% indicators of things before we got married. Number one on the list was a slow down in our sex. Peggy had always been a cockhound. As a matter of fact she could get into it anytime. No matter when I was horny she?d just lay back and spread those legs and let me fuck her. I started to notice that when I mentioned I was horny Peggy was suddenly ?deaf?. If I repeated it she would sigh and tell me she was just tired and ?maybe later? or just forget the issue. When all else failed and we were right in bed, Peggy would suggest she jerk me off. We didn?t stop fucking totally but more and more she was using her hand by choice. In a way it was fine, she knows how to stroke a cock, but she was getting mechanical with it ? she?d turn to me without taking anything off, take my cock and stroke it until I came. If she wanted me to cum quickly she would have me feel her tits or pussy ? it always worked. One other thing too ? she started wanting me to eat her more and more. She said ?Fucking isn?t everything...? and lift her nightgown to the waist and open her legs and have me feast on her cunt. She loved having her clit licked and rubbed, humping away until she had a decent climax and then offer to jerk me off. Another little ?warning sign? was what she wore to work. Normally Peggy wore slacks and a blouse and/or maybe a sweater ? casual stuff. I would watch her dress in the morning and just admire her body. I realized that she wasn?t wearing the same types of bra and panties like before. Several times a week I?d watch through half-closed eyes as she would glance in my direction to see if was asleep and quickly pull on a pair of thong panties or the skimpiest bikini panties she had. And she?d go braless. I was getting that familiar feeling again but had nothing to substantiate it. I decided to bide me time and keep checking. The time came one evening when she waned me to eat her. I had my face down between her legs and was lapping her clit. Peggy was rolling her hips more than usual and her legs opened wider. I took the chance to run a finger in her cunt and was surprised to see how big it seemed. I put in 2 more fingers and got them deep, fingering her cunt until she had a deep, shattering climax. I knew something was up. About a month later ? and things hadn?t changed ? we were watching TV and drinking a lot of wine and the subject of wives dating came up. I casually suggested to Peggy that I didn?t think I?d mind if she were dating somebody. The remark caught her by surprise and she asked if I meant it. I assured her I was serious. Peggy laughed and said I just wanted a reason to go on a date myself and I told her I really wasn?t interested in dating but I knew her personality and figured it would be something fun for her. I mentioned I wasn?t worried about her leaving me or anything and told her that if she ever really thought about it we could deal with it. She laughed and told me I?d be the first to know and left it at that. It was another couple weeks when a friend from work, a woman named Chris, called for Peggy. I told Chris she wasn?t home and Chris suddenly said, ?Oh that?s right, she was going to be with Rick tonight...? There was an awkward pause and suddenly the line went dead. I recognized the name ?Rick? ? Peggy had talked about him as a member of the co-workers she would go out with. I got that familiar jealousy-turn on knot in my stomach and decided to ask Peggy about it that night. She was surprised I was still up when she got home. Right away she acted nervous and uncertain. In the bathroom she tried to undress quickly but I saw she hadn?t worn a bra and panties. Peggy pulled on a nightgown and climbed into bed and tried to act innocent. ?Who?s Rick?? I asked. She was quiet for a minute and then said he was just a guy from work. I didn?t buy that and kept asking. Then I told her I knew she hadn?t worn a bra or panties and what happened to them. My wife got quiet and turned to me, running her hand over my chest and then down to my cock. I laid still and felt her hand gripping me. ?Well do you really want to know?? she asked in the darkness. ?Yeah I do,? I told her. My cock was hard and Peggy was playing with it. ?I?m dating him,? she finally confessed. I didn?t know what to say. Peggy got closer to me and was gently pressing her tits against me. Lifting a leg, she put a thigh over mine and I could feel her bush against my skin. Her hand was still fondling my dick. ?I?ve been dating him for about six months now,? Peggy quietly admitted. ?I assume that also means he?s been fucking you?? I asked. Again there was silence before Peggy nodded. ?Yes,? she answered. Her hand gripped my cock and she started with the handjob ? trying to soften the anger. ?How often?? I wanted to know. Peggy put her head on my shoulder. ?How often are we dating or how often is he fucking me?? she asked matter-of-factly. ?Huh?? I frowned. ?Either one,? I said. ?Well,? my wife took a deep breath, ?when we go out he almost always ends up fucking me.? A pause. ?Maybe two or three times a week now.? My mind was racing. This had all come from the clear blue. I fumbled for words. I figured I might as well get it all now. ?Condom?? I asked. Her hand tightened on my cock. ?No,? she whispered. ?And I guess you?re blowing him too?? I heard my voice rise. ?Yes,? Peggy said. I could feel my hips moving by themselves. ?Tell me,? I tried to sound stern, ?You let him cum in you or at least pull out?? The pause seemed to last an hour. ?I let him cum in me,? Peggy said, and then added, ?my mouth too.? I was clenching my jaws until they ached. I should have known it immediately. I shut my eyes tight. ?I have to tell you something else,? Peggy said softly. ?If you get pissed I understand but since you know all this now...? she stopped and then said, ?he?s black.? I would have sat bolt upright in the bed except that my cock was exploding like crazy. All this time my wife was dating a black guy! Peggy knew I was cumming and she just laid there and kept stroking. When I finished she wiped the cum on her hand on my stomach and I rolled over. ?We?ll deal with this big time tomorrow,? I huffed. ?You are going to keep dating him, aren?t you?? I accused Peggy. She was at the bathroom sink brushing her hair. Each movement of her arm made her tits jiggle. She looked back at me. ?I want to,? she replied. ?Is that why you stopped fucking me?? I demanded. Peggy nodded. ?Yeah, it is. He wanted to be the one fucking me.? Her bluntness amazed me. ?Let me fuck you now,? I told her. ?No,? Peggy shook her head. ?Not even just put it inside?? I asked, more curious than anything else. ?No,? Peggy was firm. She turned and leaned back on the sink, her bush was freshly showered and curly. ?Nothing is really different,? she tried to explain. ?I mean, I am still here and we?re still married.? I guess it made sense to her. ?But I want to keep seeing him...? I interrupted, ?And letting him fuck you.? She lowered her head and nodded. ?Yes, and fuck him.? She saw me looking at her cunt and ran her fingers through the hair. ?You can eat it,? she said. ?I?ll still jerk you off when you want it. Nothing is gonna change.? I looked at her cunt, full-lipped and with a trimmed, dense bush. ?Who else knows?? I asked. Peggy shrugged, ?Everybody at work,? she told me and I groaned. ?They know I?m his girlfriend.? I knew I had to be a laughingstock. Peggy turned back to brush her hair. ?What do you want to do?? she asked. ?What do you want ME to do?? I stepped up behind her and squeezed her sexy ass. ?I want to see you and him together,? I stated. Peggy put her brush down. ?See us have sex?? she asked like I had three heads. ?Yep,? I nodded. My wife looked at me in the mirror. ?Let?s see what happens,? she replied evenly. And that is how I came to be standing in the doorway to our bedroom watching Peggy sucking Rick?s cock. He was sitting on the edge of the bed and Peggy was naked, kneeling on the floor. Rick had a huge cock, long and dusty dark and so heavy it looked like it weighed ten pounds. The shaft was thick. Peggy was holding it as best she could in one hand as she cradled a monstrous ball sac in the other. Her head was bobbing up and down, following the stroking of her hand. Wet sucking sounds came from her throat and Rick was running his hands through her hair. Peggy?s eyes were open and her lips were an oval around that heavy shaft, leaving a wet sheen as she sucked up and down. Rick would reach down and fondle my wife?s tits as sucked his dick. ?You got a hot woman,? he told me in a deep voice. ?She loves to suck my dick, don?t you baby?? Peggy?s mouth was stuffed but she got out a muffled, ?Mmm hmm,? and kept sucking. ?You love this big nigger dick up that sweet white pussy too, don?t you?? This time Peggy lifted her head from the elephant cock and glanced at me and then Rick. ?Yesss,? she hissed and bent her head again. I was transfixed. I never dreamt I would actually SEE this. ?Suck it good baby,? Rick spoke to Peggy softly. ?You suck my black dick good and I got a nice present for you.? Peggy groaned around the cock in her mouth. ?You are okay with your wife being my woman, right?? Rick was smiling at me. I could barely nod. His eyes closed and he held Peggy?s head in both hands. ?That?s it, baby,? he told her. ?It?s cumming for you now, baby....show your husband what you love doing for me.? Rick?s hips quivered. Peggy?s cheeks hollowed and her throat contracted. Deep wet sounds came from her mouth and her head bobbed up and down a few more times. When she finally lifted her head and looked at me I could see her lips pressed together holding Rick?s sperm in her mouth. A thick, wiggling string of semen stretched from her chin. Peggy opened her creamy lips and gargled with the gray snotty slime in her mouth before swallowing deeply. Immediately she went back to sucking the black cock and licking the balls. Their fucking was the same. Rick mounted Peggy easily and I watched that monster cock be swallowed up inside my wife?s big cunt. His hips moved easily and he bottomed out right away. Peggy rode under him, humping easily, taking that thick dick so effortlessly. Her cuntlips rolled in and out with each deep thrust and her ass rolled on the bed. She looked almost dreamy laying under the black man, fucking so naturally I couldn?t believe it. ?Let him see it all,? Rick told Peggy. My wife lazily moved a thigh slightly to show me how Rick?s cock was pumping so wetly in and out of her hole. ?Does your husband know what we?re gonna do, baby?? Rick asked softly. Peggy smiled and shook her head. ?I haven?t told him,? she replied in a husky voice. ?I don?t let him fuck me now so I figured he?d guess soon enough.? They shared a private joke. ?Maybe now is a good time to tell him,? Rick suggested, looking over at me. ?I think he likes seeing his sexy white wife with a black dick in her.? Peggy sighed and moaned quietly. ?Rick?s gonna give me a baby,? she said, her big tits wobbling as they fucked. ?He may have already.? They smiled again. Peggy?s black boyfriend looked at me. ?We think she?s pregnant already,? he said and Peggy groaned at the words. ?We?ve been trying for a long time now.? Peggy squeezed her thighs around him. ?I think I?m maybe two months pregnant,? she said. ?Rick?s black baby in my belly.? Their pace quickened and they grew silent. Peggy suddenly arched her back and Rick grunted. When they relaxed my wife opened her legs so her black man could withdraw. Peggy?s open cunt was big and silvery sperm oozed from the hole, glistening. They lay next to each other, Rick?s wet black cock resting on Peggy?s thigh. As he bent over to suck one of her tits he put a big hand inside he thigh and opened her leg wider. Peggy glanced at me. ?You can suck my pussy now if you want.? I don?t feel degraded, I am not humiliated. Peggy has a black boyfriend, they fuck constantly. Yes, she is pregnant but to be honest, it just feels natural to me. 4489 1.61/512345